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TIMELINES MUST PASS
Time Will Pass @forgettable-au fan animation :3
Decided to practice some animation with this wonderful song/animation meme/trend???
Inspiration credit:
@mannawanna on Youtube!
@Sherrickmadds on Instagram!
heheheheheHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAAHAHAAAAHAHAAHAHA I LOVE THESE GUYS SO MUCH AND THIS AUDIO JUST FELT TOO PERFECT FOR EM!!! ON WE GO TO THE ANALYSIS
The direct actions:
Sans smiles at Wingdings, who does not return it
Sans is bothered and upset by this, before closing his eyes and accepting it.
They go back to staring up at the ceiling, except Sans looks sadder now.
Wingdings continues to sing, content with this.
GASTERING TIME
Cut to the present day-post papyrus day,
Gaster is belting out happily while Sans is horrified at what his…brother??? has turned into.
Before they both come to a (reluctant on Sans’ half) acceptance at the situation.
What they’re supposed to translate to:
Sans encourages Wingdings to come out of his comfort zone. Instead of staying in the lab 247 and shutting out the rest of the world while still wanting to make it a better place with his inventions- why not grab some food at Grillbys?? (I just thought of how funny it is that Sans can’t get Papyrus to enjoy Grillbys either, for different reasons but still. CMON GUYS- GO GET SOME GREASY FOOD WITH YOUR BROTHER)
But he shuts this idea down constantly, no matter how subtle or direct Sans is, he can’t seem to stop his brother from going down an incredibly self destructive route. When he closes his eyes and looks back up at the ceiling…I wouldn’t call that “giving up on Wingdings” but definitely trying less hard. He cant force him to do anything so why try
(ofc Alphys comes in- BUT THIS IS A 24 SECOND ANIMATION, WE DONT HAVE TIME FOR THAT- CHOP CHOP!) (also just as an aside i love that when Sans realizes he cant force Wingdings outside he just brings the outside to him 😭😭)
But Wingdings is fully content with this “giving up”. He gets his way!!!
Thats when we see an interaction between these two, YEARS later. Sans is, needless to say, pretty horrified at whats happened to him (we’re ignoring lack of memories in this situation btw) but Gaster is thrilled and tells Sans that basically “I wont be here for long, i just wanted to say that despite my actions I promise I loved you” which Sans feels many emotions at- but “grief” bundles those all up in a nice trauma bow.
Gaster then goes on to say basically “this has been fun, but this is probably the last time we will ever interact because I have business to attend to, and you have Papyrus’ to attend to!!!” Sans reluctantly accepts this. Again. Gaster always staying within his comfort zone and Sans just going along with it because he cant force his stubborn as hell brother to do anything.
Basically long story short, Sans is not happy in either of these situations. Both times Wingdings puts his work above his brother.

#forgettable au#brothers (sobs in a violent fit of rage)#wingdings#papyrus#sans#undertale#animation#practiced a lot of rigging as well#lesson learned that procreate is an awful app for that#ITS FUN THOUGH#anyone who likes rigging pretty please give me an app#My new lifes mission is to murder wingdings#and we dont even know if my interpretation is canon#but judging by where we’re headed#my new lifes mission is to murder wing dings
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little things about the obey me cast
lucifer
The Mom Purse™
has everything you could possibly ever need in his bag (which he carries around everywhere)
probably enchanted it to hold more than its meant to
always has to have some kind of non-water drink- usually hot tea or coffee
will never admit to it but he loves those super sugary iced drinks that barely have any coffee in them
very little spice tolerance. keeps a straight face because his brothers will jump on it SO fast
wears gel liner and mascara (would be a super pretty crier because of it)
mammon
talks to himself out loud when he's alone. will have whole conversations
eats SO much junk food but somehow stays in good shape (insane metabolism + actually works out at the gym with beel when he has the time)
chronic over exaggerator
incredible spice tolerance, will totally make fun of lucifer should he find out about his lack thereof
doesn't know how to say no (as seen in the game)
sleeps with socks on because the bed sheets are bad sensory
leviathan
once watched human world brain rot for shits and giggles and now he cant get it out of his head
wants to test if cocomelon works on mammon (spoiler alert: it does)
squeaks when he does a big stretch
could absolutely wreck somebody's shit but never thinks to in actual situations
not shy, just socially inept and bitter. he chooses not to interact
reads the devildom version of ao3 near religiously
satan
HAS to sit cross legged or some non-conventional way
doesn't matter what he's sitting on. its happening
totally the type to sit on a couch or armchair upside down with his head hanging off
doesn't like acidic food/drinks, it makes his teeth feel weird
would watch wendigoon if introduced. i think he'd love video essays (mystery flesh pit, anyone?)
writes personal notes in glittery gel pen
asmodeus
has a perfectly organized pencil pouch for school
once got swarmed by devildom geese. worst day of his life
steals his brothers' clothes ('i have to show you how to style these things correctly!')
would never stoop so low as to go to the casino, but is better at poker than mammon
will lie with the straightest face
eats finger foods with a fork because he doesnt like grease on his hands
beelzebub
comically easy to scare
takes really bad notes, even when he pays attention
has won several fangol games for his team
weirdly good art. mostly does chibi style doodles inspired by whatever anime Leviathan last made him watch
would cover for any of his brothers if they committed a crime (if they would even get persecuted- they are political figures)
if obey me was a musical, beel would be the one asking why everybody is singing
very smell sensitive, dislikes strong hand soaps, deodorants, etc
belphagor
always has snacks on him, in his bag, in the attic, etc
this came around because of beel, ofc
additionally, always wearing cargo pants of some kind when he's not in pjs. loves pockets
can do some sick knife tricks
not too far from canon, but falls asleep in weird places. often falls asleep sitting up, and if it's the only quiet place he can find he will absolutely pass out in a closet
would bring his brothers to the back of spencer's for the lols
diavolo
takes very large steps, mostly due to his height, and is very hard to keep up with
adrenaline junky. what with his inherent power, it just really gets him going to feel like he's in danger
can't say a tongue twister to save his life
likes party games like cards against humanity
hums to himself a lot, stims with the vibrations
the only one who can reliably tell when asmo is lying
loves lucifer for his dog and his dog alone /j silly
sometimes convinces barbatos to teach him how to cook. knows how to make some simple stuff
barbatos
probably cracks his joints really loud
can beat you up but thinks he's above it
has his own fandom of people who've got the hots for him
lucid dreams all the time
has an in depth skincare routine. shares tips with asmo
probably watches people sleep sometimes
i think it'd be cute if he sewed or crocheted or something in his free time
mephistopheles
has really expensive cologne
very low alcohol tolerance. also only likes fruity drinks
rolls his eyes SO much for literally no reason. he's just a brat
his devilgram is full of pictures of his horses
never learned to drive. always either on horseback or is driven by a personal driver
secretly loves white girl music
great with kids, pretends to hate him but he loves his brother
would totally get bullied on roblox
simeon
smells like lavender
once swore in front of luke and damn near died of shame
paces a lot when he's in thought
gets very in the zone when he's writing, hates being interrupted
absolutely wakes up november 1st and decorates for christmas. its not even a religious thing, he just likes the aesthetic
probably wears a really fancy watch he got from lucifer or diavolo
i mean this is kind of already canon but simeon would fall for someone he finds worth it
luke
knows all the swear words. will never say a thing
needs a nightlight to sleep but would rather die than tell somebody
likes to sit on simeon's lap and show him devildom brain rot because simeon doesn't understand what he's looking at
cant pronounce 'comfortable'
got simeon and solomon to get him a pet fish after he saw henry 2.0
the best at hide and seek, will not be found by anybody short of barbatos
if he were to have a discord server it would be all bots because he likes to play with them
solomon
sleepwalker
has scared the ever living shit out of simeon and luke in the middle of the night cause he's standing there dead asleep in the kitchen
cant stand silence. usually playing music or talking out loud when alone
gestures a lot when speaking
would probably kick a vending machine if his food got stuck
it'd be really funny if he ever got hit by a bus
his room is a MESS. only cleans it for luke (he likes to hang out in there) or possibly mc
#obey me#obey me shall we date#omswd#obey me x reader#obey me fanfic#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#obey me mephistopheles#obey me simeon#obey me luke#obey me solomon
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Headcanons for being a speedster and dating Peter Maximoff
Peter Maximoff x reader
warnings: blood/injury
a/n:
prompt:
the world moved in slow motion…
oh, literally
you and peter were usually moving around the same speed. it took a while, but you guys learned to line up with each other when you moved
some said it was annoying, others said it was romantic
you couldn’t find a better way to live life
you initially met in the 70s during a pretty intense plan to break into the pentagon and free magneto from incarceration
you were a ward of professor xavier and peter was the mischievous boy you’d fallen for at first sight
“hey! no” -logan, swatting you on the arm as you zoned out when you’d first met peter
logan, who knew one possible future and might have known whose fates intertwine for better or worse
but the warnings of the man leading you and essentially your family into what could be a massacre didn’t exactly find you well
you quickly sped up and peter followed suit
“whats a place like you doing in a mutant like this?” -peter, jokingly
“yeah, yeah, you heard them” -you, smirking at not only him but the opportunity to do something like this “have you ever…been able to do this?”
“do what? talk to another person while im going fast? no, never had the chance. this is really cool. we should do it again sometime” -peter, rambling
“maybe we can if you listen to the old guys. from what the guy with the weird haircut has told me about you, we’ve got an offer you cant refuse” -you
“oh yeah? how does he know anything about me?” -peter
“from the future or something, still trying to make sense of it—hey, man, can you spare a twinkie?” -you, pointing to the wall of boxes
“take a box…” -peter, falling for you already
you sped to a box and ate while peter ran circles around your crew, the fact you were still pining after him drove charles and hank insane
and all peter wanted to do was impress you
“y/n, everyone in the world and you’re interested in the kleptomaniac. can you maybe reevaluate?” -hank
“no, i don’t think i will” -you
for the boy that agreed to help for free, they sure did want to steer you away
you gave him your number before you went your separate ways, but duty called
“well, i know where to find you” -peter, holding up the business card for the xavier school he lifted off charles when you’d all met
it’s only about 500 miles between you two, takes maybe 10 minutes
it took maybe a week for you to catch his calls, but he knew you were busy
the day you finally called back, he was bouncing off the walls (literally)
“hello?” -ms. maximoff
“hey, ms. maximoff! it’s y/n, we met last week” -you
“PETER, ITS FOR YOU” -ms. maximoff (less than half a second later the phone had vanished from her hand
“y/n! i was expecting your call ever since i saw magneto on the news, how’s it going?” -peter, pacing around the house tangling the phone cord around every single thing he could find
“pretty good, i’m still alive! lunch sometime?” -you
charles was “listening” btw but both of you were talking in superspeed so all he could hear was “MEEMEEMARNEEHLININAM” or like some other really squeaky nonsense
“how about now?” -peter “i’m down to visit new york”
“works for me!” -you, hanging up and immediately rushing to get ready
you guys got each other like no other
never wore each other out
some people told you to “slow down” but they didn’t see the world from your point of view
speed was a good thing when two people experienced it together
“hey, wait. too fast, i cant understand you” -you when peter got excited and started talking fasted than you were going
sometimes you would slow down, when the moment called for it
and peter got a little restless
ok you both did
“this is so boring, lets shoplift” -peter
“peter!” -you
“pleaaaase?” -peter
“…where are you thinking?” -you
oh yeah charles did not like his influence lol
“y/n, i know you have something in common that very few could have, but him?” -charles
“uh, yes him, do you hate happiness?” -you
“no, i just mean that—really, y/n? it is not because i left moira!” -charles
“don’t read my mind!!” -you
“it was loud, like you wanted me to hear it” -charles
“don’t make excuses” -you
peter looooveessss gossip
especially when the school reopened and you decided to take on a class to teach and become somewhat of an RA
“ohhh, my god. one of the kids called hank ‘blue balls’ and the whole class started screaming laughing and i was trying sooo hard to be professional—how do you say ‘shut the fuck up’ to a fourteen year old in a professional way? i am stumped” -you
“‘shut the fuck up’” -peter
“you’re so right” -you
peter would visit the x mansion pretty often while you were working
brings you food and gifts and such
“did you steal this?” -you
“want to see my receipt?” -peter
“yes.” -you
*patting pockets* “i think it fell out” -peter
he gives lotta kisses
LOVES to dance but only fun fast dances where he can spin you
like if there was a dancing contest you would win
you like the slow dancing tho so you can be close to him
peter cleans your room for you while youre working
“one of the kids set fire to a desk today” -you, exhausted
“but at least you have a clean room!!” -peter
he will get very competitive about arcade games
he will NOT take pity on you
sore loser
big baby
oh, what about you? if you can’t take it then dont dish it out!!!!!!
“hahah, i beat your high score” -you
“NOOOO” -peter, who wont stop playing until he gets the high score again
you guys race
he WILL trip you to get a head start
peter luvs to share his music with you
he sings but just in front of u
when you fight, its over fast (bc you talk fast)
*more fast forward voices sounds*
jubilee once tried to record it and slow it down but it didn’t work
peters mom loved u but she was SOOOO exhausted by speedsters
“at least you clean up after yourself when you’re here” -ms. maximoff after you do the dishes for her
making peter’s sister dizzy by running around her
(she wants to be fast too)
peter fake proposes CONSTANTLYYY
you might kick him over while he’s on one knee if he ever does it for real
when the x mansion blew up, you and him were quick to evac the mansion
“are you okay?” -peter, checking you for injuries
“as okay as you are, what the hell??” -you
you were kidnapped together <3 nothing says romance like being trapped in a cage together
peter’s confession that erik was his father was a surprise to you
“WHAT?! you never told me that!!” -you
“it didn’t seem important” -peter
“oh, it didn’t seem important that your DAD is charles’s best friend who we literally BROKE OUT OF PRISON” -you
“not really” -peter
“you getting any of this?” -raven (you were speed fighting)
“not a thing” -hank
“this happen often?” -raven
“comes with the mutation. they’re lucky they found each other. nice to have someone that gets you like that” -hank, side eyeing raven
regardless of that BIG FUCKING SECRET being casually dropped, you guys took apocalypse head on
and man were you guys a unit on the battlefield
one speedster is a wildcard. two? it’s like they couldn’t keep their heads on straight
“wanna make this a game?” -peter
“what’d you have in mind?” -you
“who can punch the blue guy the most” -peter
“nice try, i’m not punching hank” -you
the jokes were fun and distracting, but you guys took quite a few hits
you were bleeding from your head and peter got really serious really fast
“does it hurt? do i need to get you back to the jet?” -peter
“yes, it hurts. no, i’m not giving up” -you
peter broke his fucking leg <3
“alright, you’re done” -you, lifting him up and taking him to safety
he felt like a pretty princess being lifted bridal style by you
“i love you” -peter
“well, duh. nice if you said it more” -you
“i will. thanks for saving me” -peter
“save it for when we get home” -you
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a drunk cigarette with suna
aka i was supposed to write a fic months ago but got 3/4ths through, got fired, and lost all motivation to live and exist. enjoy this though 🙏 also its 3:48 am so no proofreading LOL sorry
suna rintarou is a menace. a drop dead gorgeous one, but a threat to all of the general public nonetheless.
going to the bar with him is an absolute nightmare, and yet you cave every time. your best friend (and probably also the love of your life), was an undeniable chick magnet. striking green eyes, perfectly styled hair, fitted black button down hugging his arms deplorably, he was 6 foot 3 inches of sex appeal. it would be absolutely delirious behavior to not drink and dance your ass off with him. he is also unfortunately the life of the party, so as he dances with you like nobody is watching, conveniently everybody is watching.
and it might have even been fun, easy to romanticize if everyone was looking at you. but youre not delusional, standing in front of you is objectively the most beautiful man on earth, and you cant pry your eyes off of him either.
the sound system inside the club is at maximum volume, the bass pounding so hard you feel the floor beneath you vibrate. you’ve had a few drinks, just enough for your head to feel light and the ache from dancing for so long to be dulled. the buzz was nice about thirty minutes ago, but now every time the trashy music they play in this shithole hits a chorus, you feel like your brain gets jostled around in your head, smacking into the side of your skull. the smell of sweat and the occasional spilled drink is utterly putrid in the air, heavy like smog. and your stupid, perfect best friend, is being stared at by probably the hottest girl you’ve ever seen.
shes got long wavy dark red hair, like a cherry coke color, voluminous in that obviously natural way. her makeup is so hot you remember you’re pretty sure your eyeliner got smudged like an hour ago, and your lipstick is gone in the center of your lips. her outfit is gorgeous and grungy, short black denim shorts that show off her perfect hips, and an undeniably cute bullet belt. her little black croptop has a red 7 billiards ball, the length of it short enough to show her tattoos above her hips. she was gorgeous, and cool, and making acid rise quickly in your throat.
you needed to take a step outside before your barfed all over the dance floor. suna had his eyes closed, dancing in the most adorably drunk way, so you assumed he wouldn’t even notice when you slipped away. you should probably know him better by now, though.
by the time youve reached the door, suna is right behind you, tossing a thick, solid arm over your shoulder. hes laughing and shouting to you above the music,
“you read my fucking mind, i NEED a drunk cigarette”.
he pushes through the door from behind you, and the feeling of the cool night air immediately dulls the ache behind your eyes.
“you always love cigarettes rin, you are fooling nobody”, you chuckle at his exuberance. nobody loved a cigarette as much as rintarou suna, probably in the entire world. he bursts into that gorgeous, deep laugh at your jab.
“nuh-uh! i am a successful college athlete!” he says between laughs. “i am OFFENDED that you would assume such low thoughts of your dearest!” he almost yells, putting his hand over his head like hes about to dramatically faint.
the smile that pulls at your lips is instinctive, and you giggle affectionately at his jest.
“you talk more about drunk cigarettes than you do your mom,” as all you can get out before he collapsed against you in drunk laughter.
his arms drape over your shoulders as you feel his giant frame bounce with his deep belly laughs. hes so warm and he smells absolutely abysmal, like buckets of sweat and hair product, but your body reacts instinctively to his touch. heat crawls up the back of your chest and your stomach flutters at his affection. you think you may die if he notices your raised heart rate.
when he looks up at you with those devastating green eyes? smile splitting his face, plush pink lips bordering his sharp canines, you start to salivate. he looks so fucking hot you consider just sticking your tongue down his throat then and there.
when you spend a second just drinking him in, his smile shrinks and his pupils blow up even wider, lidded eyes cutting into you like a challenge. his tongue darts out to lick his lips quickly, and he swallows thickly, like suddenly he’s incredibly hot. the tension in the air is thick, and his eyes drop down your mouth for a moment, only to lock eyes with you once more, and smirk like hes going to devour you where you stand.
his breath smells like vodka redbull, and his wet, pink lips are almost taunting you. everything about him is magnetizing, pulling you toward his gaze. you try desperately to swallow away the weight on your tongue, and muster enough strength to move away. all you can find is the desire, always pulling you towards him.
“rin, you’re all over me” you try to joke, but the words come out like a breathy plea. his eyes twinkle, his smile widens a little, and he doesn’t move an inch.
“i know.” he laughs silently, and his breath fans against your mouth, has he moved closer? youre really not that drunk, but his overwhelming presence has you completely hypnotized.
he quickly pulls back, leaving nothing but a vague warmth where he used to be. you still feel suffocated by it. he props one leg against the wall behind him, and crosses his arms over his chest, still staring at you with that agonizing smirk. “i just like to see you squirm.”
before you can recover from that statement, you hear the bar door open about ten feet from you guys, and of fucking course, out walks the girl from earlier, striding straight towards suna.
the acid appears rapidly in your throat again. shes got this look on her face like she knows shes the hottest girl on the planet, and she saunters straight up to suna, stopping less than a foot away from him. “heard you wanted a cigarette, and i love sharing.” she says in what is obviously a flirtatious manner, before presenting to suna a cigarette with her number penciled on.
you swallow down the bile shamefully, and your face burns in shame. why would you ever imagine a man like him would go for anyone less than the woman actively throwing herself at him. most of the time girls just gawked, occasionally making drunken small talk with him, but she had this obvious confidence about her that made her practically glow. she stood out, even in the crowded bar full of people. she was everything you wished you were. all you could do was brace yourself for the nausea inducing flirting suna would probably muster up, being the most effortlessly charming man you’ve ever met, but to your utter surprise his face has entirely changed from your private moment. he looks how he typically does, utterly bored.
“thanks.” is all he says before unceremoniously plucking the cigarette from her hand. her eyebrows raise for a second at his blunt rudeness, and you feel your heart warm slightly. when suna pulls a lighter out of his pocket (fiend) and starts to actually SMOKE her number without a second glance, her eyebrows must touch her hairline as her mouth drops open in shock.
suna smoke that cig so fast you start to worry he may feel sick, her number burning to ash in three quick, deep puffs. you cant help but bite back a smile and giggle when he tosses the brown filter to the floor and smooshes it with his foot, brutally turning down this girls offer without so much as a smirk. her mouth stays open in shock for a few seconds, perfect dark red lipstick shining in the light from the bar sign.
“what, you want a tip?” suna says in his deep, monotone voice. all the girl manages to do is scoff incredulously and storm back into the bar, heels clacking angrily against the concrete.
once shes inside the doors you burst out into laughter, hands flying to your knees to steady you from falling over. that may have been the meanest thing youve ever seen rin do, and you are absolutely overjoyed by it. you dont even consider feeling bad for her, you just feel so amazing that he wasn’t startstruck at her beauty.
“that was the most beautiful girl ive ever seen rin, and now she is PISSED!” you laugh out at him, seeing a strange twinkle in his eye at your laughter. he stares at you intently, smile tugging at the corner of his lips. all he does for a moment is smile that wolfish grin at you, green eyes locked with yours.
“nah, ive seen much better”
oh yeah, flirty little moments just like this are why you keep clubbing with your devastatingly sexy best friend
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Eve tried to imagine what it would be like to suddenly lose all of their memories. Maybe in their younger years it might have sounded enticing, a recipe for joy even. But now it felt like it would be a waste to forget all they had worked for and learned. As weird as life was, they like who they were. At least most days. The thought of losing that made their heart ache and they wondered if Winter had liked the person he was before. Or if this version of him was actually a better version. However you defined better at least. They wondered what his dearest friends thought as well, all things that they didn't really need to know but wanted to purely out curiosity. But they weren't going to ask those things of him now. If ever, really. As curious as they were, they knew Winter was a human being not a science project.
"Five albums? Alright, I can work within parameters, I'm going to get you a very solid five." Eve had to smile as he spoke about the bees because it reminded them of when they met Amory. How in sync they felt, how nice it felt to be so seen and understood. It occurred to them then that Winter was most likely a witch but it was hard to tell if this was something he knew or not. Perhaps he did and he was describing the bees in a way that didn't assume Eve was a witch as well but it was another curiosity. Another thing to slowly try to figure out instead of shocking Winter's system in the case that he didn't know he was a witch. "That sounds beautiful. That connection. I know a little bit about what that's like. And bees, I mean I cant imagine they're the most trusting of creatures so you must have some really wonderful energy about you. Trusting. That's hard to come by. Especially these days." And Eve wasn't one to pour on compliments or even give them freely but they meant what they were saying. That connection was special and not by accident. "Do you need someone to teach you to drive? My friends have varied opinions about my driving but I like to think I'm pretty solid. Bits and pieces though, inconsistent as fuck, that must be frustrating." They wanted to ask a leading question that might have him reveal his own knowledge about being a witch but they pulled themselves back and instead held up the first album they were recommending.
"First up, my dear Winter, we have Faith George Michael. A little on the nose, I know but if you're rebuilding and rediscovering, you absolutely do have to have faith. And you have to dance a little bit or a lot. It's great for your nervous system. Plus, he's a total babe. Doesn't hurt either."
"It...does feel kind of crazy sometimes, yeah," Winter confirmed, laughing. It really did though. If someone had told Winter's life story to him as their own, like if it were someone else's life, he would have thought the same thing. Actually he would have thought the person was lying to him probably because it was just that wild. "Usually though, it just feels normal now," Winter told Eve. "I think part of that is because I don't remember so much of how it was before, but also...this has just been my life for awhile now. Yeah, it sucks a lot of the time, but I've adjusted. I think if I suddenly could remember everything and no longer needed all my reminders and stuff, I think that would feel weirder." Though Winter would take that over what things were like for him now any day.
Laughing, Winter told Eve, "I kind of assumed you would recommend other things for me. But I'm going to set a limit to five albums, so make them count." As they walked through the aisles, Eve began to ask Winter their first set of questions, and Winter started with the one that was more complicated. "I've always felt a kinship with my bees, ever since I was 11 or 12. It's like a connection I can't really explain, like we can feel each other, and I don't mean in a tangible way. It's kind of like a dog or cat who can tell when you need comfort - that's how it's always been for my bees and me. And when I'm doing my beekeeping things, it feels like a partnership, like I'm providing them a safe home, so they return the favor with their honey. It feels so symbiotic. Sometimes I just go out there, especially when I'm really sad or upset, and I sit with the hives, and the bees just know I need them and come over to me. I never wear a bee suit either because never once since I started this have they stung me." That was kind of a complex answer, but it was the truth. "And as for your first question," Winter continued, "it's like...I remember a lot of things from my past, but then there are other things I've forgotten, big things. Like I forgot how to drive. Even sitting in a car, the memories never came back to me, so I'd have to learn all over again. There doesn't seem to be any rhyme or reason to what I do and don't remember though." That wasn't entirely true though, but Winter wasn't about to start talking about Erik.
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Getting orange chicken from a local owned business. They make it way hotter than all the fucking fake ass places that are just Chinese texmex places around here... i like it when it punches me back. It won't truly be as stunning as the REAL SHIT I got from an insane place in Virginia. That stuff would make the breakroom REEK of spice and burn my everything. But... it's so close... so close to perfection....
#i fucking love chinese food#tho my first experience was... something#went into resturaunt#ordered dumplings cause i thought they were a safe starter#choked on one and kept drinking soda cause i thought id die#the server comes up#having refilled my cup for like the 5th time (im sorry i was so thirsty)#and he stared at me all smiles as he said#“oh! you thirsty girl!!” in a very heavy chinese accent#i was so embarassed and ashamed#never stepped foot there ever again#its been almost 10 years and i now just go to the one thats across town#it is better but... i cant... ever go back....#im sorry you were nice but i was mocked for so long i cannot ever face it
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i LOVE how you draw twink krakoa charles he's so...... twink...... your art is amazing
thank you so much !!!! i have a simple vision in mind whenever i draw krakoa charles next to erik, really:
it's significant he looks like a push pin next to erik it's infinitely better this way..
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#and by 'better' i mean funnier. if i cant look at charles and look at erik and go 'good christ thats a lad' i drew something wrong#the size difference is def a part of why drawing krakoa's fun i refuse to lie#like i do like drawing charles a bit. 'stockier' when it comes to tas- NOT A LOT just a lil- and other comic eras but this is Also good#its the drastic difference in shapes and silhouette ig#anyway ! tomorrows halloween thats diabolical because im gonna be busy all day but itll be fun :) <- ignore the back-to-back exams#PLUS I GET TO PLAY SHADOW GEN THAT NIGHT. i like shadow hi thats a very important fact about me#i ordered the special preorder box and it only got to my place tuesday and i only got time to go over there on weekends#gonna be the best hallloween ever ..... also i guess im getting sushi with my brother or whatever but anyways#later everyone ! please enjoy throwable charles while im gone
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magnificent beast...
definitely not a cursed hero, mhm
#horsseus is back#i wanted to draw him again#and what's better than having poseidon on his back with magic reigns#he can ONLY walk and ru n on water#he cant go on land#ever#poseidon#odysseus#the odyssey#the illiad#tagamemnon#the odyssey au#tagzpite art#tagzpite#fanart#digitalart#art#digital art
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THIS THING IS SCUUUFFED AS HELL & ITS ALSO THE BEST THING I HAVE ANIMATED THUS FAR. IM SO IN LOVE WITH EMIZEL. JUST WISH I GAVE HIM MORE STUPID TATTOOS. NEXT TIME THO. NEXT TIME. I ALSO LOVE VEX&VIV SOOOO MUCH. charlies flavor of Deranged is my FAVORITE!!
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#THE SQUIRMING IMAGE#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#ACTULY FINISHED THIS A WHILE AGO. kept going back n forth between trying to work on it more or call it done#in the end i chose DONE!! i worked on this for a full day n a half. NO idea what possesed me but it is NOT happenin again anytime soon#i shall do better NEXT TIME!! in the meantime tho OH MY GOOOOOD WHO WANTS TO SCREAM ABT THE SUCKENING WITH ME#THE FUCKINNN THE FUCKIN THING WITH VEX N VIV BEING THE SHADOW LEADERS OF THE FANGS/DEMONS#OH MMYY GOOOODDD THATS THEIR LIL MEAT GENERATOR... THTS SO FUCKED UP AND COOL UUUGHHH I LOVE THEM...#THEIR FLAVORE IS SO WONDERFUL. I LOOOVE HOW SILLY THEY ARE. MAKING PUNS WHILE PULLIN A SCREAMING VICTIM APART#vex n his lil fashiony art workshop and viv n her sterile n clean doctors office#i bet she doesnt even HAVE a medical liscense. it would be funny if vex did tho. could u imagine#they main MEDIC in tf2 together. viv is the battlemedic while vex only pocket medics for her. COULD U IMAGINE#guh i could go on abt these two forever n ever n ever i LOVE THEMM i gotta draw em more....#OH ALSO before i run outa room. i should say. i took inspiration from a tf2 animation called POOTIS ENGAGED#the animator. Ceno0. uses black bars in the action sequences in SUCH A COOL WAYYY everytime i watch that video i feel inspired#oneday ill make more complex fight scenes... one day....#in the meantime UGHHH I LOVE THE SUCKENING SO MUUUCH CAN I JUST FUCKIN SAAAYY THAT I THINK EMIZEL IS A SMART COOKIE!!#THESE PPL FUCKING FEAR HIM NOW!!! 'SHAMIA SHAMI' IS NOW THEIR MORTAL ENEMY!! POWERFUL ILLUSIONIST. CANT DIE.#THAT PART AT THE END THERE WHERE HE FUCKIN. KILLS HIMSELF INFRONTA THEM. THATS SO AWESOME. THATS SO METAL. AND THEN HE COMES BACK!!#I WATCHED EP 7 ASWELL BUT I WONT SPOIL IT HERE. BUT OMYGOD. EMIZEL IS SO COOL AND CAPABLE N SMART N FUNNY N UGHHHHHH I LOVE HIMMMMM#OKAY THATS MY RAMBLE FOR THE DAY THANKYOU FOR READING. I READ ALL TAGS SO YOU SHOULD RAMBLE TOO. IF YOU WANT. IF YOU CAN.
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maybe the real voltron was the friends we made along the way
#so i finished. feels like they did not put a lot of thought into shiro or hunk's epilogue lmfao#overall i dont think it was Bad. it could have been better yknow. but again. it feels like they just needed a little extra time to breathe#in development. it's just bones.#i do think perhaps some of the criticisms i have seen of it are just from people pissing on the poor#i could fix her!!! ough i really do want to rewrite this sdnfksjfd but that would unfortunately require. having to watch this again#and i cant do that in 24 hours#im so sad this is disappearing. this is the only show for which i ever stayed up for the midnight PST release#back when only season 1 and maybe 2? were out i used to watch them constantly. sometimes in spanish to practice#like i wouldnt have ever finished without the threat of it leaving but this is the worst timing to reawaken my affection for it lmao#grateful for it. wish i hadnt waited so long#i did need time to forget the insanity tho bc if i had made myself keep going and finish at the time#it would have poisoned the ending i think. nice to finally watch those last 4-5 episodes with a fresh perspective#but at the same time this is How Many Years ive missed out on being able to talk about it lmao#maybe there is a renaissance. idk i havent looked into it too much but i guess i should now huh#we'll see if things are any different or if it's just the same shit i got tired of the first time around#but anyway. the show is still fun and i enjoyed it for the most part. very sad to see it go#mine#voltron
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My birthday was a couple days ago, and I got to see my bio dad for the first time in a while. He surprised me with the fact that I have a little half-sister, whom I've never met and who was adopted about two years back. So, I wondered if any situations in BB mimic this or have a theme of "secret siblings" or "secret family"? Sorry if this is a weird ask; this blog is honestly just such a cool little place and I love the way you approach the subject matter and take the flawed misogynistic foundation of the WC books and make them so much better (JUSTICE FOR BUMBLE!!!). I've also learned a lot about healthy and unhealthy relationships here and am really glad for your deep dives on Squilf and Bramble. Thanks, Bones!
Not weird at all! I really like exploring all the little nooks and crannies of complicated familial dynamics. I think one of the untapped strengths of WC (that the writers seem to be unaware of) is how their MASSIVE cast allows them to present all sorts of unique dynamics. So I like to pick up on it, since they don't.
For secret siblings...
I'm pretty heavily leaning towards Ambermoon being adopted by Wildfur, as a surrogacy. Something feels correct about it. Especially since Icecloud is getting retooled into a post-Battle of the True Eclipse birth, and a major supporting character in AVoS-era stories as a friend of Alderheart.
Thinking about it, I should zoom in and expand this. Maybe have Icecloud, somehow, acquire forbidden knowledge that would invalidate the Queen’s Rights and he (transman) struggles with if he's going to use it to expose his parents as an excuse to help Ambermoon.
(Especially since Ambermoon and Icecloud are basically nothing alike. Amber is independent, bold, and vain. Ice is jessie pinkman big-hearted, disorganized, and deceptively meek if you look past his "chill" demeanor)
But that's wip-- there's also Breezepelt and the Three, who are going to have an actual friendship. In particular I can't unsee Breeze and Lion having a deep one. I know I commit the Cardinal Sin of borderline himbo-ifying Lionblaze in BB, but I can't help it.
Hollyleaf ended up nabbing a bunch of his most violent roles to make her villainous descent smoother narratively, so BB!Lionblaze's story ends up being more focused on Ashfur's abuse, comic relief with cats in other Clans (something that the very serious Jay and Holly have a hard time providing), and the emotional fallout of the big reveal and Bramblestar's turn on them. Breezepelt slots neatly into that.
They were friends. Lionblaze's whole life came down around the reveal, everyone looking at him and his siblings differently, like they're suddenly something terrible. Why can't we find a silver lining, Breezepelt? Why can't we call ourselves brothers if the whole world is going to do it anyway? So much is changing, but THIS doesn't have to, we will take their weapon and turn it to armor, my ally, my friend, my brother.
(and when Breezepelt is lashing out at the three because of the Dark Forest's influence, Lionblaze is there, taking the blows and trying not to give in to the impulse to send him flying with a single paw)
There's also Harespring and Kestrelflight of WindClan and Owlclaw of ShadowClan. All of them are from a single litter between Whitewater and Mudclaw. She was going to raise the three of them alone as ShadowClan cats, but when the sire was smote, Whitewater felt they were cursed.
She was able to give the oldest two to their bio-uncle, Torear, but the weather was so bad that day and the runt was so sickly and small that it surely would have killed him. I don't think Owlclaw ever finds out why his mother always treated him with suspicion, but it did mess him up horribly.
Over in BB!DOTC, Thunder Storm is getting more half-siblings earlier. Clear Sky and Falling Feather had two daughters-- Pale Sky and Tiger Sky.
I want to explore the way that the various stages of Clear Sky's life acted on his kids. How any little curiosity Thunder Storm had about the life he might have had if he wasn't abandoned is crushed by seeing kittens who weren't. How Clear's favoritism of his oldest child set the trio against each other from the start. How this idea of "love" is toxic yet intoxicating.
It feels good to be the golden child. The power it gives you over his sycophants is satisfying. To know you, and you alone, have what someone else craves. Problem is, that's conditional, and it's cruel.
What Thunder Storm learns from his time with his biodad is that Clear Sky is not his father at all. He's taught him exactly what he DOESN'T want to be. There may be similarities-- in temperament, in physical prowess (though BB!Thunder is three-legged, he's still ripped), in taste and senses. But Thunder Storm's father is Shaded Flower.
(BB!Gray Wing died in the first book, rescuing Shaded Flower from being trampled by a horse. Xey're a patron of wisdom, Shaded Moss is taking the role of fatherhood to Thunder)
His sister is Rainswept Flower. His mom is Bright Storm. If there was a bond he could have had with Tiger Sky and Pale Sky, it dies simply and cruelly on the knife they used to cut each other out.
Pale might have wanted to mend it, she was the gentler one. But she dies in the First Battle along with her mother. Tiger Sky is too stubborn to accept any help, should Thunderstar offer it, and Thunderstar isn't in the business of begging for others to like him.
Naturally I'm lowkey obsessed with them lmao. I need to make a BB!DOTC overviewww
#I have a perspective on half siblings colored by a dynamic in my family#The generation above me has two siblings who had an awful biodad and an amazing stepdad (who did officially adopt them)#And there was nothing ''natural'' or good about how one of them was obsessed with their biodad.#It was influenced by his surroundings and did nothing but drag an incredibly toxic man back into his sister's life#Over and over#But anyway the son used to tell me ''theres no half in siblings''#The daughter adored her halfbrother through the mother who raised them-- but was adamant that her biodad's newer kids were nothing to her#I guess I agree with the son. But not in the way he believes it#There's no half in siblings because you either Are. Or you are Not.#You have a shared experience with having that person as a parent or you don't. And that's what's unchanging.#It's not the blood; it's the sweat and tears. But anyhoo#Personal details of my life aside#Tiger Sky and Pale Sky are Clear's Dead Angel Fetus Children in-canon. I think that was Weird.#So instead I made them. Not. Dead angel fetus children....#They're characters now lmaoo#Better bones au#I think Tiger Sky (i call her Tigs in my head a lot) is one of my favorite kit saves ever though#She's not going to be from the last litter either. I haven't picked who the mom is yet but he does have even more#At least one of those is going to make a grab at power but um. Sparrow Heart will not react Well.#BASICALLY lads I'm cooking. My revamps of the DOTC characters basically write themselves because I am very fond of them.#Clear's youngest: ''OH I JUST CANT WAIT TO BE KI-"#Sparrowstar: ''-lled.''
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THE ONLY THINGS THAT COME UP WHEN YOU SEARCH HAYRISA HERE ARE MY POSTS??? HOW AM I THR FIRST ONE and ONLY ONE IN THE TIMELINE OF THIS GOD FORSAKEN FANDOM TO BE THIS ILL ABOUT HAYDEN AND RISAAAAAA WHAT'S GOING ON 😭
#im shocked a little. like im not bc nonody gaf about them besides me but DAMN#shoutout to sleepy actually for that one hayrisa drawing during the holiday week#like to be fair they also literally don't interact a singular time in the series#they dont ever talk directly to each other. like not ONCE i fear#woe is me#they have such a good dynamic too... the depths at which i've thought about these two.... GOD#literally the girl who's trademark is knowing people better than they know themsleves#and the boy who will go so deep into your psyche like it's a part time job just so he can understand you#THE CONVERSATIONS THEY'D HAVE....#RISA OBSCURING HER OPINIONS AND HER THOUGHTS JUST SO HAYDEN CAN PICK THEM APART AND PULL BACK THE CURTAINNNNNN#she gives him enrichment time in his enclosure 😭 hr is like a little animal#Nobody understands them like i do#they are my favorite duo dynamic in hayconrisa. i cant lie#ppl dont think they'd be in love but they WOULD IS THE THINF :^( HAYDEN IS SO IN LOVE WITH THAT GIRL#i love bisexuals#okay anyway#stan hayrisa forever#cal has thoughts#hayrisa#hayden upchurch#risa ward#hayconrisa#hayden#risa
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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worst– I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle
#part of the issue is definitely also like. i am good at what i do! its just that im the only one doing it#40 people in my fuckass degree and im the only one who writes fantasy fiction. we had one more girl but she did romance & dropped out#(to be an agent) (this isnt a sad story)#but yeah no im mostly surrounded by very talented poets and screenwriters. which makes my works seem a little. frivolous. in comparison#and my friends especially are so fucking talented it makes me ill. and they engage politely with me about my writing but its also#superficial and i cant blame them because its simply not what they write/what theyre interested in! i feel the same about poetry#but my friend actually seemed surprised a while ago when i mentioned a thing id been writing and i joked that it looked like she was#surprised i could have good ideas and she didnt answer. and like. man.#i am a good writer! i fucking know im a good writer but im a good FANTASY writer and these people are. different writers and theyre good an#im floundering in this environment next to them and theres something not as like.. artistic in what i do its so fucking embarrassing#and they also display just such a lack of curiosity as to others' writing like.. they wont check the moodle forum to read what the others i#our module have uploaded for each assignment?? like arent you even just CURIOUS? but now im also just wondering if theyre like 🤞 this#with each other in a way that excludes me and my stupid flop ass fiction. i dont know. its just so silly. everyone always talks about#finding community in writing groups & degrees & such and that is exactly the last and most isolating place ive ever been insofar as my#writing goes. like at least way back in high school no one cared in general. here people do care. just not about what i can bring to the#table. although again i really dont know if this is a larger scale lack of curiosity/involvement in others works so i digress.#notnow#tbd#sorry this is a very priveleged complaint to have i AM deeply enjoying my degree and ik im so lucky to get to go where i attend. i just#occasionally feel sad. and knowing i failed my last assignment (which WAS fiction) (one chance to prove myself! cute) isnt helping much#if the poetrypeople are better at me even in the thing im meant to be good at. baby we're about to enter the mental health meat grinder.#but we stay silly. i think i just need to find people online etc to talk to about writing again like i did at 17.#just full insanity paragraph analysis. that was fun. i enjoyed that.
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#ugh. im considering doing something i really really dont wanna do but i kno that i should really really do it#and im mad abt it >:-[#i could do it the less scary way. meaning i could weasel out of it whenever i choose. or i could do it the scary way#where i kno for sure that i would follow thru bc i am nothing if not a fucking rule follower#and i kno thats the way i should do it but its so scary#and like i mean. its really not that big a deal. like im fine. im probably better than i ever have been so like its not a problem. and i#dont have to do anything scary. except thats not entirely true and i have tangible evidance that its not entirely true.#and bc im doing better than i ever have been i should probably actually do it now. and i hate that.#its just that like. its not even that im so terrified of change. i am but like also its not that bad. i cant even commit to being whole#heartedly self destructive. im self disciplined but within the rhelm of normal. theres nothing exceptional in my restraint.#although thinking back some of the things i did were fucking insane. the human body is capable of incredible things lol#ugh. i should really do it. especially if im gonna go do a fucking 2 week camping expedition this summer. maybe ill wait for spring tho#ugh. i really really dont wanna do it but im not sure i can follow thru without doing things the scary way#bleh idk im tired#unrelated
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im the second of four children and im the most loser of them all. is this anyone else's experience or just me.
loser defined by: no friends or social life, no relationship experience, dropped out of undergrad 5 years in, living at home at 24, 0 platonic physical touch ever experience in entire life outside of family, etc.
#like i know im a loser#but totally removed from its known meaning#like i dont really mind. i have accepted this#and i think waiting longer and longer without any romantic or even platonic relationship in my day to day life is..#well its a thing i am going through for sure#like how long can i keep looking back a decade ago and wishing things were different#and how i would be 'better off' now#i cant go back#i should move on!#but i dont address this ever..#and i dont even know how deep my relationship issues go#because well now im thinking of The Incident Eras#much to think about#i should write this down#somewhere eles
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